I want to get off this ride.

I can't hold on
I'm falling fast
and now, in you
I see my past 
The ugly side of love
That erupts through 
beats me blue
and leaves 
me 
cold
as ice. 
All those beautiful moments
they have their price
because when summer turns to fall
it reminds us all 
that everything must come to an end
And with that, I will send
my heart
sailing 
through waves of grief 
trying to dock on any common ground 
that could possible be found
between us
But between us? 
There's noting left. 
There is nothing left to ride for... 

written April 30th 2016